I eat too much subway. But it's sooo good!

I have the strangest dreams at times. The things my imagination comes up with scare me.

I've got to create a blog showcasing my leadership journey. Meh that sentence sounds so corny, just like the damn project. Ah well, at least I can bullshit my way through this project just fine. Leadership is all about psychology anyway.

I need to move out of my mom's house. I just can't stand living with my sister and her dad. I don't care where I go, just as long as it's not here.

Most commercials are annoying. They make me NOT want to buy their products. Especially the new Dr. Pepper ad. Fuck those sexist pigs.

There is never anything good on tv. It seems everyone likes stupid drama nowadays.

Love is a terrible, yet wonderful thing.

So I am finally posting after months of absence, mainly because I didn't have my computer. A lot has happened, the big thing being me breaking up with my boyfriend of 3 years.

It had to be done though. I didn't love him anymore. Ah well, life has a funny way of messing with you. I sorta have a new guy now. I say sorta because he doesn't want to make anything official yet. He says he is still in love with someone else. Yet, he really likes me. His heart is just so conflicted. I don't want to force him to choose. I want him to come to me of his own free will.

We do act like we are dating though. Pretty much dating except in name. I've told him I love him a few times. It would be the best thing in the world if I heard him utter those words to me. But alas, I must wait till he is ready to. I do wish he would just give me a chance though. I'll wait for now, but I can't wait forever. I'll give him till the new year to make the next move.

I do feel pathetic sometimes chasing after him like this. I feel as if I've come on too strong. I've tried to not voice my feelings or push him in any way, but it does slip out at times. I just can't help it. Ah well, who knows what the future holds? Maybe John as a boyfriend, or maybe someone else entirely. The cards won't tell me, they keep giving me cryptic answers. The final decision rests with my dear John.

It's really frustrating when your computer charger keeps breaking on you. I've gone through 5 of them in the last year. Any suggestions for making them last longer?

On another note, I've been reading the Maximum Ride series by James Patterson. Really good series that I recommend to anyone. I'm waiting to get Angel from the library because I'm too poor to go out and buy it. I also recommend Sarah Addison Allen's books. These are new authors I've gotten into recently.

So I started working at Kmart. They seem to like me there. Which is a good thing right now. I hope I can keep this job for awhile. Then I can eventually get a place with my boyfriend.

So go bite a Tardis

Don't you just hate it when random parts of a song get stuck in your head? Especially when it just keeps repeating over and over and over.

Bob is such an overused name. How about we use Carl instead?

So has anyone heard of Sarah Addison Allen? She is a really great author who I highly recommend. So go read her books NOW!

I have to take summer classes again. Poopys

:(

So I hope the Japanese people are okay. That's horrible what happened. Damn mother nature.

On the other hand, I gots a second interview Monday for Kmart. Happy about that.

Another note, did you have a nice poop today?

ooey gooey chocolately chippy cookie wookies

Is there anything better than chocolate chip cookies? I don't care how many new flavors they come up with, they will always be my favorite. Followed close behind by Subway's Macadamia Nut and their new Raspberry Cheesecake. Have you tried the Rassy yet? It's so freakin good.

Don't get me started on cookie dough. I normally only make about half the cookies I should be able to make. I sit there and eat most of the cookie dough myself. I love it! It wasn't until I was in 8th grade that I found out I wasn't the only person who ate just the dough.

I love cookies but the dough will always be eaten first.

:)

Chellos everyone! This shall be my first post!

So who wants to hear a joke?
Anyone?
So how much coke was Charlie Sheen doing?

Enough to kill two and a half men.


hahaha funny huh?